| 01/10/2025 (in MHH ongoing writing)
This
excerpt from W. Somerset Maugham's short story, "The Kite," reflects my
dilemma in describing an interesting period of my life in middle age:
“I
know this is an odd story. I don't understand it myself and if I set it
down in black and white it is only with a faint hope that when I have
written it I may get a clearer view of it, or rather with the hope that
some reader, better acquainted with the complications of human nature
than I am, may offer me an explanation that will make it comprehensible
to me."
I learned of the classification of blood types during my first year in medical school.
The ABO system, which classifies blood into types A, B, AB, or O, is a concept many adults are likely familiar with.
This system of blood typing is essential for ensuring safety in blood transfusions.
Beyond medical applications, it is also used in legal contexts, such as
resolving questions of paternity in court and other medical legal
matters. It
was the evidence provided by such blood typing that assured me that the
false accusation leveled at me would be summarily dismissed. Starr
was blood group B and her boyfriend at that time was blood group A. I
am blood group O, meaning I have neither A nor B substances.
The
FBI laboratory analysis of semen and vaginal fluids from Starr Horgan
and her bedding contained blood type B and blood type A. It was that
finding that assured me that the allegation by Starr that I had sexual
intercourse that sunny autumn day would be promptly refuted. This
finding should have quickly dismissed the case. I practiced neurosurgery for most of my professional life. I
once held a layman's naive belief in our legal system: my innocence
would lead to swift exoneration, allowing me to return to my life's
work. For 25 years I had cared for and treated 5,857 individuals in
civilian practice. I was eager to get back to it. But to my surprise
that wasn't how things evolved. Even then, I couldn't fathom a jury
being misled into believing that I was Starr's sexual partner on that
day. My
medical career was abruptly suspended, forcing me to stop caring for
patients. The time has now come to present my side of the story. Later
chapters focus on events in the public domain, revealing the names of
key individuals who figured prominently in those years. I've used the
actual names that are easily found with a Google search. All direct
quotes—whether from police and laboratory documents, investigative
reports, newspaper articles, or court transcripts—are enclosed in
quotation marks.
While
I did not have sexual intercourse with Mrs. Starr Horgan on September
8th, this account details the professional and sexual relationship we
did share. More significantly, it chronicles the miscarriage of justice
that ultimately forced me to suspend patient care and embark on a new
career in my mid-fifties. Early in my medical career work fell into
three broad categories: research, teaching, and patient care. With
time and increasing clinical responsibilities, I gradually left the
laboratories where I had once worked. My early research—conducted at
Washington University in St. Louis, Johns Hopkins Hospital, the
Karolinska Hospital in Sweden, and Massachusetts General Hospital -
focused on ambitious goals: discovering surgical techniques to restore
sight to the blind and extending the lives of patients suffering from
the highly malignant brain tumor, glioblastoma multiforme. Even as my
focus shifted almost entirely to patient care, I maintained my teaching
responsibilities, sharing my studies and work with students, interns,
residents, and colleagues in both general medicine and neurosurgery. A sampling of letters from patients and families offers a glimpse into my practice during those years. I
have retrieved these notes from the files of the 5,857 civilian
patients I cared for between the 1960s and 1980s. To protect privacy,
all given names have been changed, surnames replaced with three dashes
(---), and dates and addresses redacted. Otherwise, these letters are unedited; any idiosyncratic spellings or grammatical oversights appear exactly as originally written.
"Dear Dr. Helfant; Just
a little note to say thank you, for saving my husband’s life, also to
thank God for guiding your wonderful hands. The children and I
can never thank you enough for giving Joe back to us. Again we want to say thank you. And may God bless you in the wonderful work you are doing for humanity. You really helped me when the chips were down. Joe is doing great. Sincerely yours, Mr. & Mrs. --- & Family"
"With grateful thanks for your sympathetic care. Improvement seems to be continuing but at a micro-rate. Sincerely, Rick ----"
"Dear Dr. Helfant My
family and I would like to express our deepest thanks for the care you
gave me and for your kindness and thoughtfulness while I was in the
hospital. Thank you again. Kent ----"
"Dear Dr. Helfant – This
note is belated – but none the less sincere – and it brings to you my
humble thanks for all that you have done for me. You
are not only a skilled surgeon but also a patient, understanding,
concerned, and cooperative gentleman. I thank God that you were
willing to accept me and that you brought me through a very difficult
period in my life. Now
that I am at home, I am trying to do all the things you wanted me to do
in the hospital. Every day I get dressed; I have been going out
when I have been invited; and I have even been driving – but not
alone. You see, I want you to be satisfied when I come to your
office in March. Did
you manage to do some skiing? You are no doubt expert at that
too! And you must have enjoyed a change of scenery. Again, Dr. Helfant, please accept my thanks, and be assured of a remembrance in my prayers. Respectfully, Peg ----"
"Dear Dr. Helfant, Many
thanks for your kind care of my mother, Mrs. Ann ---. She is
recovering from her recent surgery and trying to regain her strength
with firm determination. For your kindness to her our family is deeply appreciative. Sincerely, Mrs. Molly ----“
"Dear Doctor Helfant: For
some time it has been my intention to write you concerning my mother,
Mary ---, who passed away at Framingham Union Hospital on -- -- --, as
a result of injuries sustained in an automobile accident the night of
-- -- --. I know you did everything in your power to save her and
to alleviate her suffering, and for that I am ever grateful. The
compassion you displayed in informing me of her death helped ease the
shock. I am unable to express properly what I felt then and feel
now, but I think you have some idea." Sincerely, Rich ---"
"Dear Doctor Helfant; Joe
passed away on Thursday, -- -- --, at 5 AM. I cannot let time go
by without saying how I feel. Thank you for the wonderful care
and attention you gave to my husband. I will never forget the
help and understanding you extended to me. You are an honor to
your profession as a doctor, but I will always remember you as a man of
great compassion for his patient and his family. God bless you always, Beth ---- & family"
“Dear Dr. Helfant: Enclosed
please find (3) checks covering your fee for my son’s operation.
Please excuse my delay in getting the checks to you. There
are of course no words that I can say or write to tell you grateful we
are to you – however, please accept our humble and sincere thanks for
everything you did to save our son. Your
letter to President Nixon was read by my wife and I [sic] – truly a
touching letter and one that could only be written by a sincere and
sensitive man, such as your-self. Needless to say, our feelings
and hopes coincide 100% with your’s [sic] – may all our prayers be
answered. God-bless, Sincerely, Paul ----"
“Dr. Helfant: Although
we never met we spoke once on the telephone. I am the sister of
one of your recent patients, Mrs. Bridget ---. My
parents, Mr. & Mrs. Kevin --- and I wish to express our sincere
appreciation for the care and treatment you gave my sister while she
was your patient. Our prayers go with you always. Thank you, Mr. & Mrs. Nicolas ---- Miss Beth ----“
“Dr. Murray H. Helfant Dear Sir, You
may note in my writing my hand don’t [sic] shake to [sic] badly.
I take medicine regularly & feel very good, have a bad day once in
a while but suppose that to be expected at 76 yrs. Surely am
grateful that I am able to work some, drive my car, & look after
myself. Rec’d your statement & thought I could sell more
equipment & be able to pay the Bal. $166 sooner, but I find running
expenses have kept me short of funds. However if I have a bit of luck eventually I will make it. I want to thank you again for being so kind to me, as well as for the skill in handling my sickness. May God bless you, With best regards, Jeff ----"
" Dear Dr. Helfant, We are truly grateful for all you have done for our son Tom. Our best to you in the coming year. Sincerely, Anita & Jay ---"
“Hi favorite Doctor and secretary, All well here at present. Finally got an appointment for ---‘s E.E.G. on -- -- -- – expect you’ll hear from them – Our best to you both. Love, The ----s”
"Thank you for giving us the very best holidays the --- family have ever had. The very best to you and your family in 1972. Arthur ---"
‘Hi – Feeling Fine – Thank you again – Have a nice day. Joy ---“
“Dear Dr. Helfant: I would appreciate it very much if you would fill out the enclosed form and return it directly to the address below. This form is for my mothers’ additional insurance and they requested that I mail it to you for information. She,
at the present time, is feeling absolutely wonderful and has taken over
the responsibility of caring for our father in a big way. She has
gained almost all of her speech and seems to also be able to function
quite well with the right hand. He, by the way, is improving
every day. Thank
you again for all your support in these difficult times. We
needed your advice and help and did appreciate it all very much. Sincerely yours, Carol ---"
"And
to thank you for putting the finishing touches on the renovation of
this body. It’s so great to stand and walk straight and without
pain, and I’m truly grateful. Please extend my greeting and
thanks to Claire and Gene - they were very helpful. Sincerely, Eric ---"
"Dr. Helfant, I want to wish you and your family the happiest of holidays. I also want to thank you for all your help. I realize you are just doing your job, but you did your job so well. Thanks again, Ashley ---"
"Dr. Helfant. We’d like to thank you for your precautionary care and gentle manner with ---. With thanks, Mr. & Mrs. Henry ---"
"Dr. Helfant, Although
it isn’t your Xmas now we wanted to share ours with you now by sending
you this card. You will always have a special place in our hearts and
prayers. We feel honored to have met a man like you in our lifetime.
You are one in a million. God bless you and your family. Janet, John, Paul ---“
“Dear Dr. Helfant, I
am fine and back in Hawaii but will be back in Boston around March or
April, I hope. My family and everyone were happy to see me and it
was good to see all of them. I want to say Mahalo Nui Loa (thank
you very much) for everything you did for me and I hope this card finds
you in good health and everything is O.K. Take care and I will
drop you a little Note soon. Love & Aloha, Lori"
“Thank
you so much for helping me and doing the work you did which resulted in
allowing me to be able to live a normal live again. Thanks so much, John ---"
“Doctor, Please fill out these two applications so I may begin tutoring Jack ---, my brother. The please forward them to Mr. ---, principal of the --- School in ---, ---. Thank you, Anthony --- I
would like to take this opportunity to thank you for all the care and
help you have given us in saving my brother. God Bless You!"
"Dear Dr. Helfant, A
short letter – to accomplish two details: First – again thank you for
your extremely good, valuable, rewarding service to me. I
continue to feel greater and greater each month, week, & day as
time passes. Your work to me was unparalleled and I will always
be grateful. Mind you: this is not a passing opinion – you are a
friend of mine FOREVER – because of the wonderful services you have
performed. I
also wish to thank you for the surgery on Susan - unfortunately this
did not work out as hoped – but there were difficulties which could not
be overcome – your services were again most great. The
second detail is to thank you for the professional letter & details
sent me – I will seek the help of Dr. C in the near future as you
suggested. However, my eyesight continues to improve – and as
long as this proceeds I will not request Dr. C’s help immediately. Now finally – a wonderful wish for your family and your "change" during the coming time. Sincerely, Jim- ---"
"Dear Murray, Enclosed
is check covering our last 3 visits. I shall always be indebted
to you for your superior care of me a year ago. Thanks to your
great efforts I am in fine shape. I spent a week early in August
in the Adirondacks climbing some 14 of the 4000 foot mountains in that
superb area. Hope to see you again socially. Sincerely, Jim"
"Dear Doctor Helfant, Just dropping a note to thank you for the letter you wrote in regards to disabilities incurred as a result of my car accident. Your letter was indeed a contributing factor, which has enabled me to rent a decent home for my son, Donald, and myself. I cannot thank you enough for taking the time and understanding to do this for us. Mostly
I would like to say thank you for saving my life and putting everything
back together so well. Especially for being a fine doctor. Sincerely yours, --- ---"
“Dear Dr. Helfant – Murray, First
of all forgive my messy writing and bad spelling, my head isn’t back to
normal yet! I want to tell you from all my heart that you have
been the best doctor I’ve ever had to care for me. You were
concerned, considerate and always around when I needed you, from the
first moment I arrived here at Framingham Hospital. (In the future will
you please be my doctor?!) Thank you for being you. I love ya! ---“
"Just a reminder that I shall be forever grateful to you – Mindy ----"
"Dear Dr. Helfant, Our family is so grateful to you for your care of Eric. I so appreciated your kindness to me. Enclosed is another compensation form. Please complete and return in the enclosed envelope. Eric
stood the trip well on Sunday. I got him settled with the --- in
---. Had a little trouble getting the prescriptions filled in so
small a town. Thank you again. Sincerely yours, Claire ----"
"Dear Dr. Helfant, I
felt I could express in writing what I did not feel I could express in
words, and that is how very very grateful I am for the marvelous skill
you performed and the confindence [sic] you inabled [sic] me to develop
in my full recovery. I thank God that Doctor M helped me to find
you. I will forever be thankful to you, and you shall always be
in my thoughts and prayers for your continued success and good health. Thank you and God Bless Sincerely yours, Kathleen ----"
"Hi – Feeling Fine – Thank your for giving us the very best holidays the --- family has ever had. The very best to you and your family in ----. Thank you again – Have a nice day. Jennifer ----"
"Dear Dr. Helfant: It
is difficult to express in words the sincere appreciation we have in
our hearts for the "miracle" you performed in saving --- and giving her
the opportunity to live a normal life. As a parent yourself, we
know how difficult it must have been for you to remain as emotionally
detached as possible. We saw in your eyes the same unwillingness
we felt in our hearts to accept what, at various points, seemed the
inevitable. We just thank God that on that particular day the
right man was in the right place. We
particularly appreciated your frank and straight-forward replys [sic]
and your willingness to spend as much time as you did answering our
questions. It meant a lot to us to know the truth and your calm
manner did much to keep our slim treads [sic] of hope together. Thank you again on behalf of --- and our family. We hope the future holds the very best for you and your family. Sincerely, Anita and Jay ----"
“Dear Dr. Helfant, Once
again let me repeat that I owe you my life for the marvelous recovery I
enjoyed in ---- after you rescued me from my experience! We
seldom enjoy any social meetings – except when I visit you - then it’s
professional. But nevertheless you are my true friend forever. Again
let me express my gratitude for our last visit. Whenever I have
discussed with you any problem or potential problem with you, your
advice is genuine and truthful and very appreciated. Thanks. Jim"
“Dear Dr. Helfant: I
have just spent an enjoyable weekend camping at the North Pole Region
of the Adirondack Mts. with my little granddaughter, Liz ----. I
just had to write to let you know how grateful I am to you for making
this possible, and also, to thank you for this miracle – my
granddaughter’s life. Please
express my thanks to all the staff members of Framingham Union
Hospital, who over-extended themselves during that trying time. Thank you again and God Bless. Gratefully yours, --- ----"
“Dear Dr. Helfant, I’m
writing this note to express my gratitude to you for your efforts to
save my husband’s life on June -- and --. I know you did
everything in your power to help him. I feel it was God’s will to
take Henry, rather have him live and not have control of his mind or
body. I
want to thank you for being truthful with me, right from the start,
about Henry‘s chances for recovery. It helped prepare me for the
possibility of his death, and made the actuality that much easier to
accept. Thank you again for your efforts. Sincerely Mrs. --- ----“
"Dear Dr. Helfant, One
week ago today you operated on our son Brad who was brought into the
emergency ward after a motorcycle accident. We met you on Friday
morning and my wife and I and Brad‘s young wife were impressed by your
honesty and straight forwardness in regard to the seriousness of Brad‘s
injuries. I
don’t know how often you are thanked, especially by complete strangers,
for all of your efforts in caring for those who need it. We know
that you did all that was humanly possible for Brad, but we realize
that modern medicine and surgery has its limits. When you have
done all that can be done then it is entirely in God’s hand. It
was not God’s will that Brad recover and we accept his will. We
have a deep abiding faith in God and in His Son Jesus Christ and He has
sustained us during our time of sorrow. We all want to thank you for your untiring efforts and for not withholding anything from us. Sincerely, John ----"
“A note of thanks and appreciation for your support last Friday in the E.R. Dr. --- released me on Sunday morning and here I am back at work on Monday – no one the wiser. I do intend to ‘see’ him – a few times anyway, he suggested. - So goes the continuing saga of your friend, --- ---. Thanks again, you are very kind. Sincerely, Cheryl p.s. You can put his in your personal file! Good reference, huh?"
"Dear Doctor Helfant: I’d like at this time to express my appreciation for your interest & concerns at the time of Sean‘s illness. There must have been times when things looked hopeless but you never gave up hope. We were very lucky to have a man of your skill in Framingham at a time such as this. Again let me say thinks for everything you did & wanted to do. Sincerely Brian ---"
"Dear Dr. Helfant, Just
a short note from two most grateful patients and one happy & active
little boy named Jeffrey. He seems just fine and is back to his
old tricks, into everything & always on the move. Both Joan
& I wanted you to know how grateful we are to you for your concern
& care to both our baby & even more so to his mother. I
know that I behaved badly, but under the circumstances, I just couldn’t
help myself. I know that you understood. We’ll always be
eternally grateful for all you did for all of us. Hope I won’t be
seeing you too soon again. Don’t take it personally! We
both knew you were an excellent Doctor, but you’re also a wonderful
& caring person. Gratefully, Peter, Joan & Mark ----"
"Your kindness in my time of need will long be remembered. Gratefully, Dick --- “Dear Dr. Helfant, Just
want to thank you and your staff for their thoughtfulness and for the
support both emotional and physical that was given me during my last
surgery. Never before in all the 9 admissions for surgery have I
been taken & prepared for surgery on time as I was this time.
It means a lot to the pt. as to whether they go to surgery calm or
upset due to on call meds being given too late. The pt is then
not relaxed and it makes it more difficult in taking anesthesia , this
was the smoothest also I sensed the lack of tension in the OR while I
was lying on the table, this too helped me to relax. (Believe me
I was scared this time;;). An
interesting side effect of the arthritis has shown up in the lack of
tears OU. I went to Dr. ----for what I thought was an eye
infection. He did the tear test with litmus paper. It
showed a depressing of tears. (Dr. ---- didn’t know I have
arthritis). He told me this is seen in women of my age who have
arthritis (of course he knows now) artificial tears work well. I
like the UltraTears put out by Alcon. They are fairly heavy and I
use them bid. The
results of the surgery are beginning to show up. Yesterday I went
out with the pruning shears to cut some scrub brush that obscured our
driveway. Also I picked beans and did a large hand wash. By
this time, my ‘steam’ ran out. I was tired. This is more
than I have been able to do with my arms for more than a year.
Also, I can make a bed. Lifting the mattress was almost impossible
before surgery. The
only discomfort is my left arm that still hurts in the shoulder down
the arm to the elbow when I use it. I mentioned it on the last
office visit. I still question a bursa. Otherwise things
are going well. Thanks again for your kindness in caring for me. Sincerely, --- ---- p.s. We have a mourning cloak butterfly in our door yard."
“Dear Dr. Helfant, I sincerely appreciated all your kindness for making my beloved husband as comfortable as possible. Fondest Regards, Mrs. David ----“
“Dear Dr. Helfant, Thank
you for doing the operation. I feel better now. I
appreciated all you did for me and all the time you spent coming in to
make sure I was O.K. I will stop by to see you in June. Thank you. Sincerely, Erika ----"
"Dear Dr. Helfant, No
words can express the deep gratitude we all feel for you in saving our
son-in-law, Alvin ----‘s, life. We almost lost him but, thanks to
your skill and knowledge he is with us to-day [sic]. In those
trying weeks it was nice to know that we could get in touch with you at
anytime and put our minds at ease. Thank you again. Sincerely, Mrs. Robert ----"
“This may be inappropriate but you did so much for me and my children. I must thank you with all of our other friends. Lillian ----"
"Thanks for helping me get thru another year Fondly Lillian"
“Dear Dr. Helfant, I
would like to take a moment of your time to thank you for taking such
good care of me. I really appreciated it very much. I am sorry
that you had to be call [sic] in to the hospital at such an hour. I promise you that next time I play football, it will be in the morning and it won’t be for at least a week or two. Thank you again, Carole ----“
“Dear Doctor Helfant: On
behalf of the members of our family, may I express our
sincere thanks for your devoted care and attention to my late brother –
Larry . Your
special dedication deeply touched us. We especially appreciated your
keeping us so well informed. This made it all the easier for us to
accept our brother’s death. Sincerely, Kevin ----"
"Dear Dr. Helfant, You
won’t believe what happened to me today! Because of your letter about
my living accommodations and with a bit of ‘corn’ by yours truly I
received permission to move into a room in Sylvan area – alone! I have
been living with a dynamite chick in the mean time but I just couldn’t
handle a roomie – not after so long. Sylvan is like the most extreme
residential area on campus from Southwest. We
live in suites of four rooms. 2 rooms are made for 2 people to share
and the others are singles. I get to move to a double by myself and am
guaranteed no roommate. I
had to thank you for your help – you really blew me away when you took
the time out to see me & do the letter. You’re a wonderful person –
I’m glad we met. I’ll let you know how school at the zoo is going
occasionally. I’m going to do it this time. I know it. With a little
help from my friends. You are a friend. Have a great year (too), Melinda ----“
“Sr. - --- in religion, Formerly --- --- --- Dear Doctor Helfant, A
promise from your former Marlboro "mile-o-gram???" patient and "little
sister" was anxiously waiting to be fulfilled: but, first let me
express my joy on coming to say a very grateful Hello and Thanks to
you, Doctor. I felt so relaxed and so confident when I placed my
tiny hand in yours, and looked up in those smiling eyes and kind face
which seem to say, ‘I'm here, don’t be afraid, little one.’ The test was a success: how could it have been otherwise in such able hands! The
itching which I suppose, resulted from the preceding infections has
almost all disappeared. A little detail which would probably be
of interest to you, Doctor: the days after the "mile o gram?"
intervention I had painful moments with a stiff neck. It came and
went at irregular intervals, but I didn't ask any relief thinking it
had to be so… But on arriving home 3 or 4 days after, my first "stiff
neck" period took me again accompanied by a strong headache. So,
thought I, let's go back to my friendly anacins. I took two, and
in 7 or 8 minutes, headache and stiff neck vanished, never to come
again. Back
home, since April 4, I still have my leg pains, but Dr. --- got me a
good bottle of mild pain pills which help me sleep decently at night
and relax during the day. I
remain in the sun all I can, and our good friend, Dr. --- had the
courage and kindness to keep me as a patient. So this coming
Monday, I’ll visit him at his office. I feel so hopeful in his
able hands and so sure of recovery in spite of long days to wait if the
Lord wills it sol It
was a privilege for me to get your help, gentle Dr. Helfant, and just
to know you, was, for me, and proof that we still have here, at home,
the best of medical specialists and devoted men who still care a lot
for poor ailing humanity. I
know your great faith in God, our common Father, and this faith makes
you appreciate the power of prayer and so, dear Doctor, your name will
be inserted in my list of friends and benefactors whom I ask Heaven to
bless abundantly. Your tiny sister who appreciates, and who admires your wonderful personality. Sr. - ----, in Religion, Formerly --- --- ----".
"Dear Dr. Helfant, My
family and I wanted to sincerely thank you for all you did nor my
father, Mr. Thomas ----. Your understanding and compassion for my
family during that difficult time will not be forgotten, We appreciate your efforts and thank you for sharing our burden. Sincerely, Mrs. Adriana ----"
“Dear Dr. Helfant, I
wish I could find different words to express our gratitude to you for
saving Scott‘s life but I couldn’t, so thank you most sincerely and may
you continue future success in all you do. The ---- family thanks you for all you did. Sincerely, Jason ----"
"Dear Dr. Helfant, I know that this letter must seem rather unusual, but I felt that I must write and thank you for all you’ve done for me. The
operation was a complete success! I no longer feel any pain at
all in my back. I’m still not 100% up to par but I figure I’ll
conquer the world next week! Thank you again for the fantastic job. I appreciate what you’ve done more than I can show. Sincerely, Maureen ----:"
"Murray For all your kindnesses and for caring so deeply. The ---- family And especially from Ellen"
“Dear Dr. Helfant and Special Care group, Your
kindness and patience and care for Jack ---- and me, too, are felt in
my heart. I will always think with love of your efforts in his –
and my – behalf. Margaret -----"
“Dear Dr. Helfant, I am grateful and appreciative for the concern you conveyed to me during my visit with you last month. Quite
often, because of the ever-increasing number of patients and the
limited time a physician is able to spend with each, patients are
unintentionally jossled [sic] about serving only to reinforce their
fears and anxieties. I
am confident that a correct diagnosis has now been made and appropriate
treatment initiated, and I believe that your concern and guidance
was [sic] helpful in locating this program. Again, thank you for your help. Sincerely, Laurence ----“
“Dear Doctor, Thank you so much for your kindness to me. I
feel so relieved. I do believe, I’ve been trying to do too much -
so that I don’t buy alcohol, wash, iron, cook, knit, etc - your
secretary was so nice – and I made the bus home. Thanks, June ----“
“Dear Dr. Helfant, We,
the immediate family of Mrs. Marion ----, would like to acknowledge,
with our warmest personal thanks, your recent medical efforts on Mrs.
----‘s behalf. Back
in early November, Marion’s fate rested in your surgically skilled
hands. Your kindness in responding to concerned members of the
family was truly appreciated. Marion has returned to work and seems to be doing fine. It is, therefore, with a special gratitude that we salute you, Dr. Helfant, as a gifted surgeon and wonderful person. Sincere best wishes for continued success in your profession. Gratefully yours, John ---- Mary --- Larry --- Gretchen ---"
“A special thanks to a special friend. Love, Laura“
"Dear Dr. Helfant, I
realize it may have been a clerical error at your office responsible
for my not being billed for two visits to you in October. If so,
I expect I shall hear from your office and we will correct that. The
30 minute and 45 minute visits to you were extremely important to me
and so helpful. They gave me the courage to wait a month with
less anxiety and see a new neurologist with an open mind. It
was like a small miracle (maybe not so small) that you were in your
office and had thirty minutes for me then; and three days later spent
45 minutes "hearing me out" and trying to comfort me. If, above all that, you chose to not charge me, I at least want you to accept my thanks and appreciation. Dr.
--- says I do not have to worry about M.S. any more: nothing wrong
neurologically. I can use all my muscles. So I asked
"Santa" for a heavy-duty electric mixer. He brought it
early. Hope you enjoy some of the first bread from it. I
baked all day! Next summer I’ll pick more berries and make more jam! Thank you and Happy New Year. Sincerely, --- ----"
"Dear Dr. Helfant, Thinking
of you all those especially important to you during the holidays always
brings you to my mind – I just want to say hello and wish you a happy
and soon-upcoming New Year. I hope all is well with you. I’m
really doing fine. I have been working for a small software
quality assurance company which is contracted by the Navy. It’s
hard to believe but it has been over a year that I’m here
already. I really like the Newport area, too! Well, take good care of yourself – I promise to do the same! Monica ----"
"Dear Dr. Helfant: At
this time of year when we are going through a splendid season and now
the start of a New Year, I feel that I, assuredly, owe you a friendly
contact. I will never forget the human debt I owe you for your
dedicated, superior care of me some 41/2 years ago. It was the
kind of professional care that could not be duplicated – and as a
direct result I feel superbly well, enjoy life, and still climb
mountains, ride a bicycle daily, went skiing (downhill) Saturday, cross
country on my lunch hour today. For all this enjoyment of the
outdoors, and our beautiful snow – I thank you for your great service. As
for you, I hope you are enjoying this touch of winter. I regret
to see snow in heavily populated regions because of the difficulties it
causes – but since it’s here – let's enjoy it. I am not one to
shun snow and head south – no – I love cold weather and wintry
conditions – when I retire in a couple of years or so I intend to move
NORTH! Best regards to you, Sincerely, Richard"
“Dear Dr. Helfant I
would like to start the New Year off by letting you know that you did a
wonderful operation on my back last May. It hasn't felt this good
for years. I
also want you to know I sure appreciate what you did in my bill
accepting the Blue Shield payment. It all meant a great deal to
me as the whole month was a big blow to me as bills coming from
everywhere. Thanking you again, Sincerely yours, Faith ----"
"I don’t know how to thank you for the laminectomy you "gave" me in June, but thank you anyway! Robin ---"
"Dear Dr. Helfant & Lisa, I
thank you both so very much for caring for me and my family during the
time of my illness. You both were more than medical
advisers. I find that very few words can describe how I
appreciate your attentiveness. My family also feels the
same. Of course, my mom and Aaron are appreciative of the
assistance you provided them. You are beautiful people and may
God bless you throughout your careers. Love, ----"
"Dear Dr. Helfant: I have been writing this letter for sometime, but the days pass so quickly. I
can't express fully into words what I would like to say – but somehow I
just felt the need to tell you how very grateful we are to you. Dr.
Helfant, even though at one time you were my physician, and I saw the
compassion you felt toward all patients – my heart was moved when I saw
you with my son, ---. He was a very frightened child, and through
your warmth and understanding, you still his fears. He
speaks of you often, and feels as we do, that you are truly a beautiful
person. I think he will always hold the memory of 'His Dr.
Helfant' as a kind and warm individual. Having met you Dr. Helfant, I feel we are richer by far. I
do hope this letter does not embarrass you, but I felt that so often
when we are displeased by others we do noi hesitate to make it
known. Therefore, I felt impelled to let you know how we all
feel, especially ---. Always in our hearts and thoughts, and may you enjoy the fruits of a Healthy and Happy New Year. Sincerely, Mrs. Katherine ---"
"Dr. Helfant, Still
holding my own. It’s hard to realize 3 yrs. have passed since I first
consulted you, and still I persist, thanks to your true professionalism
and empathy. Andrew ---"
"Dear Dr. Helfant: I
apologize for not sending the form to you prior to this, but I have
been suspended in a purgatorial state since Jack expired on June
15th. I guess I was not prepared for it because I had visited him
a long time the day before and really was not aware that death was just
hours away. So
now I’m flying like a butterfly with one wing who keeps falling to the
ground and wanting so much to return to the warm cocoon. The
children and I are doing okay. I keep us all very busy. I
know in time we will accept the loss of this beautiful man and start
new beginnings. Thank
you so much for being the type of person who is so dedicated as well as
a truly feeling human being who does care about people. Thank you
for your so many kind acts and patience with me. Also, please express my humble appreciation to your assistant Lisa, a gem who was so kind to me & so concerned. In Appreciation & Friendship, I remain, Agnes ---"
"Dear Murray, Hello! Happy Holidays! Hope things are going well for you Murray. A man of your compassion, understanding & skill should be blessed with all the good things in life. Sincerely, Say Hello to Lisa for me. She’s dynamite people too”
"Dear Dr. Helfant, Just
a short note to "Thank You" very much for your concern and
support. You are a Great doctor and I’m really glad that Dr. ----
told me about you. I have a lot of faith in him; But, a thousand
times more in you! The
main reason I called you Monday (Jan. 31) was because my Mother was
worried about my right leg still feeling "asleep" and about going up
and down stairs. She thought it was too much for me to be
doing. But, I guess, you must know how Mothers are!??!! If
I ever, and I hope I don’t, have a back problem again, I know where
I’ll go. And I’d be the first to recommend you to anyone who
needed your talent. Thanks again, Jeanne ---"
"Dear Dr. Helfant, Yesterday
while I was in your office I neglected to thank you for being so good
to me at the hospital. I really am very grateful for all you did
for me. I do have a nagging feeling that you didn’t believe me
when I said the pain in my leg was gone. It really is!
There was no other reason (physical) for the pain and the operation had
to be a success. I’m not wishing this backache away. Say
hello to Lisa and thank her for me. I hope professionally I don’t
need your services, but at least if anyone in my family does I know
where I can get the best. Sincerely, Cindy ---"
"Dear Dr. Helfant, We are truly grateful for all you have done for our son Tommy. Our best to you in the coming year. Sincerely, Lou & Mary ---"
[William A. Trudel] Milford Daily News Article ?? Include or not "--- --- On Way To Recovery After Brush With Death"
"Dear Dr. Helfant, In
reference to our conversations in Framingham Union Hospital on --/--/--
and --/--/--, would you please send me a letter stating in effect. My
husband Frederick ----, along with his failing vision is not always
competent or lucid enough to put his signature on formal or legal forms
required by the State disability retirement board. A brief statement giving the reason for this permanent disability would be helpful where the State is concerned. Thank you for all you’ve done for my husband, my family & myself. Sincerely, Louise ---"
"Dear Dr. Helfant, I
just want to thank you for making my Christmas a merry one this year
and to tell you you’re the greatest doctor I know, thank you so much
for everything you did to help me. Sincerely, Tim --- & Family"
"Dear Dr. Helfant, Just
want to thank you for everything you did when I was in the
hospital. Also for filling out my medical report for college. Hopefully
I won’t ever be in a hospital again, except some day to have
babies! I don’t think I’ll offend you by saying, ‘I hope I’ll
never have to go to you again.’ Sincerely yours, Alice ---"
"Dear Dr. Helfant, Now
that I am home again, with time to reflect on the events of the last
few weeks, I want you to know of my appreciation for your efforts to
return my mother to good health. You expressed it is such a kindly way one morning when you said if the good Lord was willing – and it was between Him and her. I
didn’t have a chance to see you after her death but want you to know my
gratitude for your successful operation, as well as your honesty with
me throughout. Most sincerely, Lorraine ---"
"Dear Dr. Helfant: Thanks
for seeing Billy the night of his accident. We all appreciated
your kindness – it's a peaceful & wonderful feeling having a friend
like you. Thank again, Carol"
"Dr. Helfant, Your [sic] not only the greatest surgeon in the world, your also a very warm and thoughtful person. I love you and thank you with all my heart, and I’ll never forget what you did for me. Thank you, Love, Laura ---“
"Dear Dr. Helfant, First of all, I want to thank you for all the time and patience while I was in the hospital under your direct care. It
was a very reassuring feeling to know that someone who cared as deeply
as yourself about his patients’ well-being was so close at hand as
yourself. Once again, thank you very much. Many personal Regards, Hank --- P.S. I hope you had a very Happy Birthday and for your sake try to spend a little time on yourself."
"Dear Dr. Helfant:- Just
a little note with a "BIG THANKS" for taking time off your busy
schedule to examine me. Many thanks for your advice and counseling. I’m
very appreciative! Respectfully, Your Friend, Adam ---“
"Dear Dr. Helfant, Your
secretary informed me this morning that it won’t be necessary for Jason
to come in and see you. So, I want to thank you for all you’ve
done for us. You’ve been more than ‘just a doctor.’ You’ve
been a friend and a source of hope and support. The past 1 ½
years have been such an agonizing experience for us and in your way you
helped ease the pain and the worry. I just wanted to know that we
both think you’re a terrific person, and I wanted one more chance to
say ‘thank you.’ Hope to see you again, though not under the same
circumstances! Luke & Nancy --- "
"Dr. Helfant, Thanks so much for being such a great doctor!! Thanks again, Bob ---“
"Dear Dr. Helfant: Thank you so much for all you did in trying to make Edward feel more comfortable. It was greatfully [sic] appreciated. Although
he was quite sickly the last month I have some consolation in the fact
that he could no longer feel the pain which caused him so much misery. He was a great man & we will miss him but God knows what is best for us. I talked with your secretary concerning the enclosed papers. Thank you for your time. Sincerely, Margaret ---“
"Thank
you from each of us for your kind manner of keeping us informed of my
mother’s condition during her brief period of care at Framingham Union
Hospital. Your concern for her and us was gratefully appreciated. The Family of Gertrude ---"
"Dear Dr. Helfant, I
wish to thank you for your professionalism during my recent stay at
FUH. It has meant a lot to me to have the support and friendship
of those associated with my case. Sincerely, Tina ---"
"Dear Dr. Helfant Thanking
you for all your care, attendance and knowledge in helping along my
recovery. Your sensitivity and warmth has, and is, a real comfort. With Warm regards, Linda ---"
"Just a reminder that I shall be forever grateful to you – Dan ---"
"Dear Dr. Helfant, Just a note to try to express my thanks for the wonderful care and concern you gave Ned during his illness. We are deeply indebted to you for the concern you had for him as a man as well as a patient. We realize how terribly demanding your job is and how difficult when a patient does not recover. Perhaps
this little prayer will be a comfort to you when you are
discouraged. It was a great help to us. God bless you in
your work. Sincerely, Jennifer --- & children"
"Gloucester Hello Doctor, Just a short note to let you know I’m feeling much better. Enclosed
is a check for 80% of your bill. This is all the coverage I have
with my insurance through my work. If the balance is not paid by
the other insurance company I will send you my own check. Thank you again for your wonderful job & I’m still waiting for you to drop in for a visit. Best Regards, Roger ---"
"Dear Dr. Helfant, A
promise is a promise – however long it takes one to fulfill it!
If you can read the embroidery-printing on the back of the quilt you
will know why it came to be. If you decide to hang it instead of
using it to just toast your knees, have Lisa call me and I’ll give her
instructions. Tommy sends his regards and best wishes. Once again, thank you so very much for preserving and improving our lives. Sincerely, Margaret ----"
"’Gratitude is the Memory of the Heart’ -St. Mary Euphrasia Dear Dr. Helfant, You have done so much for me, Doctor, no wonder I feel glad and – I thank you! I
had complete trust and confidence in your skill as a surgeon, but more
so because you radiated that you really care for your patients as
persons, not just faceless patients……You gentleness, kindness,
compassion, and Christ-likeness comes through strongly and reflects
that of the Divine Physician Himself. Since I’m not being
successful in trying to really express how grateful I am to you,
Doctor, I pray God to communicate my feelings and appreciation to you. I
assure you of my prayers for your intentions, and for the continued
success of your beautiful work of healing and curing people. What
a great reward must be waiting for you in heaven, for the Lord takes
all done to others – even a cup of cold water given in His Name – as
done to Himself! May all your days bring you intot he warmth of
the love of God. Gratefully, Sister -----, S.C. P.S. - I’m so happy you appreciate Japanese culture – we have that in common, don’t we?"
"Shalom Dear Dr. Helfant, Just
a note to tell you of my gratitude for your kindness in checking off
the balance payment of my hand-surgery. Thank-you, Doctor
Helfant, and God bless you. My
hand does not pain me as it used to, before surgery. I am able to
sew and perform other duties, thanks to your skill! It still
stiffens up very much at night, and times I’m not using the hand, but I
don’t worry about it. Exercising it awhile, bending the fingers,
gets it closing again. I knew it took years to hard study and
discipline to be as qualified and proficient as you are, Doctor, but
think of all the people whom you help to relieve their pain! It
could be said of you, as it was of Christ: ‘He went about doing
good.’ If
you ever would like to come to --- --- and see the work of the Sisters
of the --- --- with the girls, you are welcome, Doctor, it can be
arranged. There are various different _Programs here. The
Lord bless you and keep you. The Lord make His face shine upon
you and be gracious to you. The Lord look upon you kindly and
give you peace. Sincerely, Sister -----, S.C."
"Dear Dr. Helfant, Just
a few lines to express my gratitude for your caring and concern not
only for my niece Kathleen --- but also her family during those long
ten weeks. I truly appreciate all you did. I
pray the warmth and compassion expressed by you on the might of
December 8th to my brother -Larry and his wife Susan will remain with
you throughout your career. In gratitude, Donna ---"
"Dear Dr. Helfant – There
are so many feelings we are living with since Suzanne was hurt – and a
great part includes you and what the concern you gave to Suzanne and us
as people has meant. What
was so important and appreciated was your availability when we felt a
need – and willingness to listen – hear us – and absorb a lot of grief
in circumstances which were sad for us all. You
have our continuing gratitude for the skill and caring you brought to
Suzanne and for the sensitivity you offered and shared with us when we
were aching. Elizabeth and Dennis --- "
"Hi Dr. Helfant, Well,
I made it to England. So far I have been really blessed with the
ministry. The Lord has been really good to me and I am truly
thankful that the Lord used you as an instrument for my healing, and
that I can be alive to serve Him in this ministry. Sincerely, Julie ---"
"Dear Dr. Helfant, We THANK you most sincerely for being so kind, (talking to us) and for the wonderful life saving work you did on Bill. We
don’t know about such things – nut feel you did perfectly – and
certainly it was beautiful work judging by how nicely his head has
healed up. Thank you most sincerely – and God Bless you. Sandra and Lloyd ---" "It
seems inadequate to thank you for being there to care for Jim.
You must know how much it meant to my mother. She has a deep
respect and love for you. Jim also respected and admired you and
your beliefs during the war. Your profession is a difficult
one. I often wonder how you must feel. I am grateful for
your knowledge, compassion and love. Sincerely, Cathy ---"
"Dear Dr. Helfant: I
would like to personally thank you for the patient care I received
while under your skilled hands as a surgeon, in June of 1972 and again
in August of 1973 resulting from a car accident. I honestly feel
that without you I would not be alive today. I
was hoping to stop in and thank you personally, but with the busy
schedule that you must have, and myself working full time, I am sending
this note in lieu of a personal visit, otherwise it might take another
year and after 8 years I feel you have shown extreme patience and
understanding. Once again thank you for everything! Sincerely, Penny ---“
"Dear Dr. Helfant, I would like to thank you personally for your love and interest in my daughter Wendy. Our hearts are broken, but you made it so much easier for us – by explaining and telling us exactly what to expect. We
are very confident that everything that could be done was done.
We thank you and the I.C.U of Framingham Union for all of your efforts. Your are such beautiful people – and we love you because you are so human. If ever you are in Florida it would be our pleasure to have you visit us – we are only 29 ½ miles from Disney World. We can supply you with all of the orange juice you can drink. Thank you so much, Sincerely, Eleanor --- (Mother of Wendy ---)"
"Dear Doctor Thank you for helping me get well. Mia ---"
"Dear Dr. Helfant, The
excellent care you provided for my husband, and the spirit of
cooperation and understanding which you showed to all of us concerned,
will never be forgotten. Thank you, Mrs. Dorothea --- & Alex"
"Dear Dr. Helfant, Please
let me express my deep gratitude for your kindness in coming to visit
my husband at our apartment. Your thoughtfulness in offering to
make a ‘house call’ on a patient you had never seen has done much to
restore my faith in the Framingham Medical Community. It
was such a pleasure to meet you and I do appreciate your generosity in
refusing any payment for the visit although I honestly believe you
certainly were entitled to be recompensed for the time and effort you
put in on my husband’s behalf. I
imagine it was as painful for you to give us your opinion as it was for
us to hear it. We shall do our best to cope with the conditions. Once again, please accept our heartfelt thanks for being such a caring person and best wishes. Sincerely. Mrs. Elizabeth ---"
“Dear Dr. Helfant – Hello!
We all feel very warm toward all of you at Framingham Union who were
kind to us and provided thoughtful care to Louis and all the patients
we saw during his stay. We
realize every day how fortunate we were that his injuries were
comparatively slight and that he is well enough to have been given the
go-ahead to go skiing with us in Italy next week. Didn’t seem
possible in December. God bless all of you! Rita & Tony ---- "
"Dear Mrs. ----, Enclosed please find a check for consultation visit. Also, give my best regards to the good Doctor. I am 90% better and the big pains have disappeared. I am so very thankful to Dr. Helfant and to his staff. God bless him! Jack ---"
"Dear Dr. Helfant, This
letter is being sent to you to tell you how very grateful I am for all
you have done for my daughter, Pam ---. I give thanks to God for
answering my prayers for her to find the right doctor. In the
Book of Sirach we are reminded to ‘Hold the physician in honor, for he
is essential to you, and God it was who established his
profession. From God the doctor has his wisdom and the king
provides for his sustenance.’ Dr.
Helfant, you have shown great concern and compassion for Pam, and you
have shown her also that you are interested in the total person.
This is a great gift! It
is my prayer that God will continue to bless you with even greater
wisdom and knowledge for His greater glory. God Love you! Janice ----
"Dear Dr. Helfant, I
am sorry I was unable to write sooner, but this quarter has to have
been the hardest or at least the most time consuming of my four years
of college. I just wanted to personally let you know that I was
accepted to the University of Mass. Medical School. I imagine you
may have already caught wind of this. I am grateful for all the
advice you have given me during my application process and also for the
letter of recommendation. But,
the latter represent only two of the many contributions on your
part. I refer to the medical care I received at the Framingham
Union Hospital under your care. I only hope that someday I will
be able to repay those deeds by yourself and many others, by utilizing
this opportunity I have been given to benefit others. I again
extend my thanks and hope to see you sometime in the near future. Thank you, Brian ---"
“Dear Dr. Helfant, I am living proof that all the ‘Crazies’ aren’t in institutions. Thank you for seeing me today and relieving my mind. Sincerely, Jackie ---“
"Dear Dr. Helfant, As
the parents & family of Steve ---, we want to express our sincerest
gratitude to you in your attempt to save him and for the kindness &
compassion you extended to all of us on that night. Too often in times of trial the doctors do not receive the thanks they deserve for their effort. Our prayers for you shall always be that the Good Lord will continue to bless you in your vocation as a doctor. We also appreciate very much your honesty with us and to remain with our dear son until his passing. Once more our sincerest thanks and love to you! Take Care & God Bless, The --- Family
"Dear Lisa and Dr. Helfant – I thank you so much for asking how I am – I so greatly appreciate your kindness. I
had been working in my (most cluttered) study – rephrasing words on
reams of paper – while my thoughts centered on other things, - causing
discouragement. Your thoughtfulness made me and gave me the impetus I needed that set things right and am back on course. Thank you again – Sincerely - Janet ----"
"Hello Doctor – Just
a couple of lines to let you know I have not forgotten you & to
thank you again for the wonderful job you did for me. Many nights
you are remembered in my prayers & I thank God for all the talented
people that were there when I was in need. May God bless you Gratefully yours Robert ---"
"Dear Dr. Helfant, I
want to sincerely thank you for the consideration given to me
concerning the fee that I owed you for my sons [sic] operation.
During the past 2 weeks I was unable to get down to the lawyers [sic]
office, because my youngest son had an accident & there was no car
available for me to get down town. I did get there tonite
[sic]& gave the check to Atty. ---. My apologies for being
late. The
last 3 years have been very difficult for me. I had to fight
every insurance co [sic]. The boy only had $5,000, and my
expenses were over that for hosp. [sic] funeral, cemetery & for his
gravestone. My
husband took ill 3 mos. later & for 1 ½ years he suffered dearly
with lymphoma – I still find it hard to believe they are both gone – so
close together. I
also thank you for trying to save young Vinny‘s life. I know it
must be difficult for you to have to face mothers & fathers who are
losing their children. Yours is a very difficult vocation.
You know Dr. - I pleaded with my son. I didn’t want him to have a
motorcycle as I always had a feeling I would lose him. I talked
him out of it at age 20 & 21 – But at 23 – with all his friends
having one, I was not successful – He only had the bike for 2 months – Again – Thank You - God Bless You. Sincerely, Mrs. Alan ----“
"Dr. Helfant – We’d like to thank you for your precautionary care and gentle manner with ---. With thanks, Mr. & Mrs. Edward ---"
"Dear Dr. Helfant This
is Tony ---. I want to thank you for the good job you did on my
spine. I would like you to fill out the two forms I am sending
also would like two copies of each. I am sending a self addressed
stamped envelope. Thank you, Tony --- p.s. THANKS AGAIN”
"Dear Murray, I
know you are only a simple neurosurgeon and not necessarily familiar
with reading ‘explanation of benefits’ statements like this; however,
it seems to me possible that you are short a few bucks for your job on
Susan. You did such a good job on her I’d hate to see you short
changed. In
any case, this gives me a chance to thank you for all you did for
Susan. As promised, she is a little shorter but certainly able to
stand up; even sits down now a little also. We had taken her off
the drugs almost as soon as she arrived in France and put her on the
wine. That’s what did the trick. She still is very slow
moving at meal preparation times and, of course, gets dizzy just
thinking about house work so I’ve decided we can just let most things
pile up for a few months until she’ll really be feeling better.
Actually, she never was much interested in real work like that so I’ve
done the inevitable and hired a cleaning person. Now Susan can
spend her growing strength and energy in more useful things like
shopping in Paris, going to art exhibits and studying French. We
are very happy that we have our Susan back, and almost back to
normal. I haven’t taken to calling her Shorty as yet for fear she
will hurt herself trying to kick me. We
are looking forward to meeting your friends in the near future and know
that they will be super folks. Please let me us know if you will
ever be in the Paris area as I would want to personally meet you and
thank you ‘face a face’ for all you have done for us. Very best regards, Gregg"
"Dear Dr. Helfant, Thanks
so much for your note and copies of all my ‘files.’ But where is
your bill, silly person? Please send it and we’ll get it off to
the Ins. Co. so you’ll get paid! (You still have the form? Or do
you need another?) My
trip back was fine with the help of the Percocet, 2 1st class seats
made into a bed (I tried to make them let my friend in ‘steerage,’ as
Gregg calls Economy, come up – 1st class, for heaven’s sake was only
25% full, but no deal). Any
way, it seems my children, who I never thought could get along without
me, did just fine, along with Gregg‘s help; and have continued to make
my recovery proceed nicely (maybe all mothers should have an operation
just once when their children are 10, 12 and 13!!) My
first week back I almost called you 10 times (it poured rain almost
every day and my legs ached. I had no appetite & I ‘came off’
the Percocet completely). But by Saturday I started drinking the
wonderful French wines and it’s been uphill (downhill? – anyway good)
ever since! I
go out to Montmartre with my little wagon or a meeting, etc. once each
day, then come home and stay on my back for a while. But truly I
can’t believe the difference. I
THANK YOU so very much for doing everything you did from the first day
you came to my parent’s house (does anybody else ever do that anymore?)
all the testing, operating, kindness and most of all your wonderful
sense of humor that you shared with me. Perhaps we’ll see each other in Paris next time you’re here – Gregg would like to thank you too. Bon Chance! Susan p.s. I have everyone in Paris doing back exercises!"
"Dear Dr. Helfant: I
am writing this in an attempt to express my appreciation and that of
the family for your skillful and caring treatment of Barbara.
From the day of your first meeting with her, you have been more than
considerate, kind both to her and to us for which we thank you. Moving
her rapidly through the difficult problems of surgical scheduling is
deeply appreciated with the holidays so near at hand. Certainly
her problem required the treatment which you gave her and certain it is
the likelihood of her having a good result is greatly enhanced by this
treatment. Finally I thank you once more and hope that you will have a happy holiday. Sincerely, Joseph ---, M.D."
"Dr. Helfant and Lisa, We
would like to express our deep appreciation to you both for all your
support and care for us during the past year. Despite all the
difficulties your help has made a difference as how we are handling
matters. Your unique Rx of compassion and a bit of humor along
the way has been especially appreciated. Thanks, Roland, Betty, et. al."
"Dear Dr. Helfant, I
just want to thank you for your concern and obvious dedication.
And also for putting up daily with all of us and our
questions. I’m
not always the best at expressing my feelings verbally – and this may
be a weak substitute, but I appreciate everything you’ve done and all
you do every day. Enjoy the holiday season! Miles ---"
"Dear Dr. Helfant, I’m sending a note to thank you sincerely for the excellent care you are giving to Peter. I have peace inside because I know he is getting the best attention available. Thank you sincerely and are very grateful Peter has you for a doctor. In appreciation, Pam --- and family"
"Hi, Dr. Helfant, Well,
I made it to England. So far I have been really blessed with the
ministry. The Lord has been really good to me and I am truly
thankful that the Lord used you as an instrument for my healing, and
that can be alive to serve Him in this ministry, Sincerely, Joanne ---"
"Dear Dr. Helfant, I
want to thank you for the time you gave me in your office to talk over
matters concerning my health. I do appreciate your accommodating
me in your busy schedule and expressing continued concern over me. Maintaining
my self-esteem over all these past months has been an important need of
mine, and I am grateful for your patiently allowing me to be my curious
self. Your explanations and interpretations of what has been
happening to me have helped considerably, and I look forward to keeping
you informed of my progress in the coming months. Sincerely, Cynthia ---"
"Doctor Helfant: I want to thank you for your calm reassurance concerning Roxanne‘s difficulties. We needed to hear that she would be all right. It is very difficult to hear otherwise. I’m
happy to say that you were right. The hematomas are gone, she has
excellent movement of her right arm & hand, and she is wide-eyed
& alert. She’s an absolute joy. Thanks again for your kindness and your expertise. Sincerely, Larry & Abby ---"
"Dear Dr. Helfant, Two
years ago today, John was discharged from the ICU to the 4th
floor. Two days ago he received a letter of acceptance for the
University of ---. As we remain grateful – beyond any ability of
words to express – for the wisdom, compassion., and skill of your
treatment of both John and his family, we thought you’d like to hear
such good news. John and his father join me in sending their warmest regards to you, and to Elaine as well. Sincerely, Dorothy ---"
"Dear Dr. Helfant, I’m
sorry I missed you before we left. I didn’t realize you were
going on vacation. I didn’t get a chance to express my gratitude
for everything you’ve done, and the way you treated all of us.
Funny. Everyone tells me that it’s ‘natural’ to feel anger
towards the doctor when there are no immediate positive results.
Well, in all honesty, I have never felt anger at you, Elaine, or anyone
in F.U.H. I have the greatest respect and admiration for you – I
simply cannot imagine anyone being a better all-around physician. (I
wish I were saying this in person!) And
now: I hope you will come to a party I’m having Sat. March 13th for
everyone at F.U.H. who worked with Doreen. (Certain nurses assured me
you try not to miss parties!) Meanwhile, I will talk to you about
the program down here when I learn and see more. Again, my thanks! Dan"
"Dear Murray, Your
courteous and thoughtful letter returning my check was received today,
and I gratefully acknowledge same and express my profound appreciation
for the philosophy to which you practice medicine. There was
never any doubt in my mind from the first moment I met you that you
were ethical and caring. The most recent article in the Middlesex
News written to the editor obviously expresses the views of many of us
who have had the privilege of dealing with you. May
I belatedly express my thanks to you for your wise suggestions to me
during my recovery. Your caution, your concern, and your wise advice
have allowed me almost complete recuperation from my back
problems. My
family and I are most indebted to you, and we are very blessed that you
have become a part of our lives. Thanks for everything, and I
hope that those less fortunate than I are progressing rapidly under
your special care and talents. Best Regards, Nelson ---"
“God
has chosen you to be a neurosurgeon and He has given you much
wisdom. We thank you for your dedication, your attitude, your
sense of humor and your caring. You’re attuned to all personalities & needs – and that is so far-reaching. Thank
you for suggesting our reading of Anatomy of an Illness – it’s been
special that you did that – Kate‘s dad is constantly in pain w/
arthritis (also emphysema & an enlarged heart) – this book has
helped him & many others. We’re confident that you’ll help us through the rest of the way. Thanks so much! Very sincerely, Robert and Cathy ---“
"Dear Dr. Helfant, It
is my hope that this gift can express my gratitude for the help you
have given me the past year. It is refreshing to be in the hands
of a physician who not only is competent but sensitive to the needs of
his patients. I know I speak for others in thanking you for this
important compassionate interest you show to all your patients. Thank
you for encouraging me to continue seeking medical help for more
answers concerning my medical problems. Fortunately I am now
finding other skilled physicians who are showing the same caring
attitude you have shown to me. Most appreciatively, Sarah ---"
"Dear Dr. Helfant, What
can I say to the man that saved my life? Thank you just doesn’t
seem adequate to express my sincere gratitude. You are a
brilliant man and without your expertise I wouldn’t be here today. Let
me give you an update on my progress. Since you last saw me I
went to --- -------- Hospital in ------ because the therapy I was
receiving at home wasn’t enough to make me independent. When I
was discharged the therapists didn’t give me much chance of ever
walking again, which was quite difficult to accept. My parents
and I refused to believe it and remained stubborn like mules. Now
because of this attitude I am walking short distances with a walker. I
am doing this at --- ----- Hospital in ---- because that is the
hospital where most of the doctors connected with me are
affiliated. Dr. ---, who was my physiologist at --- -------- is
one of the doctors on the consulting staff and Dr. --- who is my
neurologist is also on the staff at -- -----. On
Monday, Wednesday, and Friday from 1:00 p.m. – 2:30 p.m. the therapist
puts me through an intensive amount of therapy. She has done a
super job!!! – tells me that I never seize [sic] to amaze her.
She makes me feel good about myself, she’s good for the igo (sic). Well, I don’t know what else to say other than thank you again. Sincerely yours, Lorraine --- P.S. I hope you don’t mind the fact that this is typed because my handwriting is still in need of improvement."
"Dear Dr. Helfant, Thank you so much for your May 3 letter and its contents. I’m glad that some mothers bring up their sons to be honest. Thank you, too, for giving me back my "marbles." Sincerely, Hope ---“
"Dr. Helfant: Would you please send me a receipt reflecting this office visit so I can bill BC/BS @ 80% - You did a real good job on my back and am feeling better all the time. Can’t thank you enough. Leo"
"Dear Dr. Helfant, Thank
you for all that you have done for our mother. Your care and
concern at such a distressing time helped to lighten the burden.
We will miss Mom very much but we know she is at peace with God. God bless you, Peggy ---"
"Dear Murray, Thank you for everything, but most of all thank you for caring. Always, Andy & Theresa ----“
"Dr. Helfant, Now,
with the benefit of hindsight, it’s apparent that my wife’s recent
experience was not as critical, in a relative sense, as that of other
patients. One need only look around the hospital corridors to see
that. Nevertheless, for her, it was unquestionably
traumatic. Her pain and fear were real. We
thank you for your accurate diagnosis, your prompt action and your
skilled surgery. As a doctor you accomplished your technical objective,
as I’m sure you’ve done many times before. Mildred will be good as new
with only a battle scar as her memento, discretely covered by her hair. The
principles of medicine are thoroughly taught and well practiced by
select individuals. A patient can expect a proper resolution of
his/her problem. But one isn’t always fortunate enough to have a
doctor with humanity and genuine compassion as well. One with
patience, who is reassuring yet frank, who inspires confidence in a
frightening situation. These elements are innate. They
cannot be taught. -
The nurses made some very positive comments about you when Mildred was
admitted on Friday morning beyond the expected ‘he’s a good man type
statements.’ - You laid out the facts about the need for surgery and its urgency straight out on Friday afternoon. - You were available!! - That your answering service gave me your home phone on Friday night was totally unexpected. -
You were up front with our questions and reassuring on Saturday
morning… flexible, with references for second opinions and yet prepared
to operate as you felt was required. Mildred‘s discomfort after the myelogram and the surgery was remarkably minimal, thanks partly to thoughtful medication. - Your frequent visits indicated caring and good-natured professionalism inspired confidence. - And you spoke with Mildred, not at her, in terms which she could understand In
sum you not only provided physical relief, but emotional relief as
well. So we are thankful for your skills, which relieved pain and
corrected a problem. And we are grateful for your humanity –
which made a basically unpleasant situation far more endurable than it
might otherwise have been. Ronald ---"
"Dear Dr. Helfant, We
wanted to express our thanks to you for the care you took of our
mother, Kathleen ---. Her loss has been extremely painful to us
and there is such a large emptiness without her, but it is a great
comfort that she had the best care available to us today. An
added comfort to us was your kindness, caring and support in a
situation which, post-operatively, had clearly turned into a medical
situation. Your condolence call the day after her passing was
also very much appreciated. Again, our very sincere thanks to a fine person and surgeon. Sincerely, The --- Family"
"Dear Dr. Helfant, Just
a brief note to thank you so much for seeing my aunt when we were in
desperate need of an expert opinion. She has had her radiation
and is having less pain. Also,
just a brief thanks to you personally for always being pleasant,
accommodating and expert. You do more than justice to the
profession. Sincerely, Dr. June ---"
"Dear Dr. Helfant, Thank you for restoring my ability to knit, crochet and embroider. Everything (including my penmanship) is improving. Sincerely, Elizabeth ---"
"Dear Dr. Helfant: I’m
home and I’m so glad to be here. I know your [sic] not my Dr. but
– just a brief note to thank you and the rest of the wonderful
"operating room" staff for your kindness to me while I was a patient at
Framingham Union. Things
are going OK. I see Dr. ---- in a few weeks. I’m sure he’ll
be pleased with my progress. Thank you again. Sincerely, Penny----"
"Dear Murray: As we agreed at my last visit in early January, the following is my status: I
feel great! No severe neck pain at all! One thousand
percent better than I was. In the morning I tend to remain a bit
stiff but a hot shower seems to work it right out. Overall,
I feel 90% fixed (cured?). I have been off traction for three to
four weeks. I suppose continued traction would bring me up to
100%. If so, I should go back to it. Thanks
so much for your help! Don’t hesitate to write this up in the
Journal of Medicine as a minor miracle of modern medicine.
Seriously though, if any of your patients with my problem need a morale
boost, don’t hesitate to have them call me. Yours truly, Martin ---- cc: Herbert ---, M.D."
"Dear Dr. Helfant, Thank
you ever so much for the excellent care you gave to Heidi. She
misses you so much. We’ll never forget you. She’ll never
meet another doctor like you. Mr. & Mrs. Ronald ---"
"Dear Dr. Helfant, The
other morning when I was in to see you, you seemed very down. As
you said, ‘We all have bad days.’ Some days ‘Murphy’s Law
prevails.’ I
just wanted to write a note to let you know that you are a very caring
Dr. I’m not the only one who thinks so either, others in the hospital
said the same thing. It
isn’t often enough that people say the nice things so I hope it will
lift your spirits a little to hear that others appreciate you. Sincerely, Faith ----"
"Dear Dr. Helfant. Bill
and I are slowly learning to accept Larry‘s death. After your
second phone call we realized that Larry stood very little chance,
short of a miracle, of ever awakening – and that if he did awaken, he
would never be even close to normal again. Your call made it
easier to accept word of his death which came later that day. We
would like you to know that we appreciate all that you and your staff
did for Larry. We thank you also for your consideration in
phoning us. Please know that Larry‘s death in no way diminishes
our gratitude to you or our great respect for you and your ability as a
doctor. We hope you understand what we are trying to say; words
still come only with much difficulty. Thank you, doctor, Bill & Maude ----"
"Dr. Helfant, Our few encounters in Ernie‘s room were brief but your soft spoken and polite words left me with a good feeling. I was told you were one of the best Dr.’s on the staff but I had sensed that from your mannerism. This is to say thank you for all your efforts to do what was humanly possible for Ernie. Sincerely, Mortimer ---"
‘Dear Dr. Helfant, I
wish to thank you for your kindness and for your professionalism during
my recent stay at FUH. It has meant a lot to me to have the support and
friendship of those associated with my case. Sincerely, Lorie ---"
"Dear Doctor Helfant, We
thank you for taking such excellent care of Teddy; there is no way we
could ask for better care for him or your consideration for us.
We are grateful. God bless you, Alex & Betsy ---"
"Dear Dr. Helfant: You are not only a fine surgeon but a generous person. Thank you for "paying me up." I am touched. I
will be pleased to send you a nice bunch of motorcycle cards but I
can’t remember which one I sent you, so I’ve enclosed copies of each
one I’ve done. Just tell me which one or more you wanted and I
send them. Your friend, Drew ---"
"Hi Dr. Helfant, I
just wanted to thank you for taking such good care of me while I have
been ill. Isn’t it funny how crazy accidents happen? The
squirrel survived, my little Chevette survived, but I didn’t quite get
away! I wish I could trust all doctors the way that I trust you
with my care. I’m a tough one and I always bounce back in time
and hopefully my crazy back will be back to normal soon. Again I just want to thank you for all of your quality care and help. Fondly, Irene ---- p.s. I like your motorcycle!"
"Dear Dr. Helfant: We
greatly appreciated your care of Eric, especially the relationship you
maintained with him throughout his hospitalization. Your
understanding in difficult circumstances greatly eased our concern and
his. Thank you for everything. Sincerely, Dona & Ralph ----"
"Dear Dr. Helfant, This is just a note to let you know how grateful I am for the excellent care you took of my father. I
realize he was a difficult patient to have to deal with for the
majority of his stay in the hospital. I also realize & deeply
appreciate your spending time listening & assisting myself & my
family. The
whole experience of having a loved one come close to death is reality
for many people. This was the first major illness any one in our
family has ever gone through, & I want to apologize if we added any
to your already overwhelming burden. I
have always had a high opinion of your abilities & your compassion
was demonstrated to me in the past with patients of yours such as Scott
---, Margie ---, & yes, believe it or not Harry ---. (He did
too talk to us, whenever you weren't around). I hope the fact that my Dad "miracle of miracles" is now considered by society to be fine, is a source of pride for you. I
also hope that you will be able to think about your experiences with a
man that you once described as "crazy & completely out of his
gourd," with a few moments of pleasure. Because on reflection his
particular type of delusions, were for the most part a trifle humorous. That's the opinion of the crazy man's daughter - anyway! Thank you again sincerely, Mary ---"
from The Middlesex News, March 14, 1982 "Letters – A letter of love for those who showed it Editor, The News: Too
often I have found that people write letters to newspapers when thye
are upset about something. This letter, however, is to express
publicly my thanks and deep appreciation to the entire staff at
Framingham Union Hospital. On
Oct. 28, 1981, my wife, --- ---, was in a near-fatal automobile
accident. She was quickly brought to Framingham Union and
operated on by Dr. Murray Helfant, who saved her life. Because
of the seriousness of her injury, my wife has remained in a coma since
the accident. However, the daily care given by Dr. Helfant and
his neurological nurse, --- ---, was exceptional. Also,
the sensitivity shown by these two individuals helped ---’s family deal
with a very serious situation. Both Dr. Helfant and Ms. --- were
always available to answer questions and to explain clearly what was
taking place; never were they in a rush to leave us when we had
questions to ask. The
nursing care that --- received in both the Intensive Care Unit and on
the first floor was extraordinary. It was obvious to me that
these nurses love their work, and care about the people they
treat. What
was equally important is how these nurses got along with the
family. We spent many hours in ---‘s room, yet the nurses never
let us feel that we were in the way. They
never objected to our helping out when we thought we could be
helpful. And the nicest part of all; they showed as much concern
and sensitivity towards us as they did towards ---. --- was moved Feb. 14 to a hospital in New York where she is undergoing an intensive treatment program for coma victims. However,
the first words out of the nurse’s mouth at the new hospital were: ‘I
have never seen a patient who has been in bed this long who looks so
good. Where was she being treated?’ I was proud to tell
her about Framingham Union Hospital. Obviously,
no one wants to spend any time in a hospital, either as a patient o4 as
the loved one of a patient. However, I feel that we in Framingham
should be proud of the excellent hospital we have. It
is a building filled with competent, caring individuals – (I did not
even mention people such as --- --- in Social Services and --- --- in
Payroll who spent so much of their own time answering our questions and
concerns). So, to everyone at Framingham Hospital, may I say
publicly that this is not only a letter of thanks, but a letter of love. - - - - - -
01/10/2025 (in MHH ongoing writing)
This excerpt from W. Somerset Maugham's short story, "The Kite," reflects my
dilemma in describing an interesting period of my life in middle age:
“know this is an odd story. I don't understand it myself and if I set it
down in black and white it is only with a faint hope that when I have
written it I may get a clearer view of it, or rather with the hope that
some reader, better acquainted with the complications of human nature
than I am, may offer me an explanation that will make it comprehensible
to me."
I learned of the classification of blood types during my first year in medical school.
The ABO system, which classifies blood into types A, B, AB, or O, is a concept many adults are likely familiar with.
This system of blood typing is essential for ensuring safety in blood transfusions.
Beyond medical applications, it is also used in legal contexts, such as
resolving questions of paternity in court and other medical legal matters.
It was the evidence provided by such blood typing that assured me that the
false accusation leveled at me would be summarily dismissed.
Starr was blood group B and her boyfriend at that time was blood group A. I
am blood group O, meaning I have neither A nor B substances.
TheFBI l aboratory analysis of semen and vaginal fluids from Starr Horgan
and her bedding contained blood type B and blood type A. It was that
finding that assured me that the allegation by Starr that I had sexual
intercourse that sunny autumn day would be promptly refuted. This
finding should have quickly dismissed the case.
I practiced neurosurgery for most of my professional life.
I once held a layman's naive belief in our legal system: my innocence
would lead to swift exoneration, allowing me to return to my life's
work.
For 25 years I had cared for and treated 5,857 individuals in
civilian practice. I was eager to get back to it. But to my surprise
that wasn't how things evolved. Even then, I couldn't fathom a jury
being misled into believing that I was Starr's sexual partner on thatay.
My medical career was abruptly suspended, forcing me to stop caring for
patients. The time has now come to present my side of the story.
Laterchapters focus on events in the public domain, revealing the names of
key individuals who figured prominently in those years. I've used the
actual names that are easily found with a Google search. All direct
quotes—whether from police and laboratory documents, investigative
reports, newspaper articles, or court transcripts—are enclosed in
quotation marks.
While I did not have sexual intercourse with Mrs. Starr Horgan on September
8th, this account details the professional and sexual relationship we
did share. More significantly, it chronicles the miscarriage of justice
that ultimately forced me to suspend patient care and embark on a new
career in my mid-fifties.
Early in my medical career work fell into
three broad categories: research, teaching, and patient care.
With
time and increasing clinical responsibilities, I gradually left the
laboratories where I had once worked. My early research—conducted at
Washington University in St. Louis, Johns Hopkins Hospital, the
Karolinska Hospital in Sweden, and Massachusetts General Hospital -
focused on ambitious goals: discovering surgical techniques to restore
sight to the blind and extending the lives of patients suffering from
the highly malignant brain tumor, glioblastoma multiforme. Even as my
focus shifted almost entirely to patient care, I maintained my teaching
responsibilities, sharing my studies and work with students, interns,
residents, and colleagues in both general medicine and neurosurgery.
Relevant to what follows is Melvin Bernard Zerman's description of a jury in a criminal trial.: "A collection of persons of no special training or knowledge, no notableintellectuality, no particular awareness of the problems at issue, no
strong ideology, no previous trial experience, and no clear ideas about
the causes or control of crime. The principal qualification of the
ideal juror is that he be an ignoramus about all the subjects to be
discussed in the case at hand, and thoroughly underqualified to make
expert judgments about the evidence he will be hearing."
[Beyond a Reasonable Doubt Inside the American Jury System (page 195) Melvyn Bernard Zerman Thomas Y. Crowell Books 10 East 53rd Street New York N.Y. 10022 1981]
I had one serious lapse in judgment: I had an affair with a
cocaine-snorting adulteress. It was a mistake and I should have known
better.
The unexpected and unfortunate turn of events thrust me into a prolonged
encounter with the judicial system, an experience I'll recount here. On
the advice of my attorneys, I remained publicly silent, offering no
information, observations, or comments until my day in court. I had
initially prepared a much longer, more detailed manuscript, filled with
statements from witnesses, law enforcement, medical personnel, and
expert testimonies, along with extensive courtroom transcripts.
However, as I reviewed it, I found the exhaustive detail made for
rather dry reading. If I, with my deep involvement in the fiasco, found
it dull, I reasoned that any reader would be even less inclined to wade
through it. Therefore, I've decided to abstract and abridge my original
text. My hope is to provide a more concise and engaging account of what
often felt like an experience oscillating between the absurdities of
Franz Kafka and the farcical elements of Charlie Chaplin.
I am acutely aware the judicial process is far from flawless. My own
journey through it was a true eye-opener, filled with absurd and often
comical moments that are too long to detail here. Ultimately, the
experience allowed me to personally appreciate Herman Melville's
observation:
“There are certain queer times and occasions in this strange mixed affair we
call life when a man takes this whole universe for a vast practical
joke, though the wit thereof he but dimly discerns, and more than
suspects that the joke is at nobody's expense but his own." [Moby Dick, Chapter 49, The Hyena]
I knew I hadn't had sexual intercourse with Starr, and the forensic
evidence unequivocally supported my claim. The FBI laboratory report
explicitly ruled me out. It remains beyond my comprehension how an
assistant district attorney convinced a jury of twelve to disregard
such conclusive findings. Their verdict shattered my naiveté about the legal process. Perhaps
foolishly, I had been utterly confident that by following legal advice,
the system would ultimately vindicate me. This was not a medical
seminar where I understood the rules; this was an entirely foreign
legal procedure. I genuinely believed that if I simply remained
patient, my day in court would end with me returning directly to my
chosen vocation. In retrospect, the beginning of my relationship with Starr was far more complex—and ultimately, more dangerous—than I realized. The
first time Starr and I saw each other outside the hospital was at my
Labor Day party. I was hosting a casual, low-key gathering for the
hospital staff, including the surgical, laboratory, and radiology
technicians I’d worked with for years, along with other medical
colleagues. We kept it simple: grilled hot dogs and hamburgers, with
pizza later, and a mix of soft drinks and beer. The ideal, warm weather
encouraged mingling. While the younger guests played volleyball on the
front lawn, others relaxed and chatted indoors and out. Starr arrived
with her fiancé and soon joined my secretary, Ingrid, and her husband
for conversation. It occurred to me that although Ingrid and Starr had
often spoken on the phone to schedule the radiologic procedures I
performed, this was their first time meeting in person. Starr,
an X-ray technician who trained at Northeastern University in Boston,
initially began her career at an area hospital. Our paths
converged when she transferred to the radiology department at The
Framingham Union Hospital which was my primary workplace. This move led
to us becoming regular colleagues in the special procedures room where we worked closely together.
The
special procedures team in our unit typically consisted of a nurse, a
technician, a radiologist, and myself. The diagnostic studies often
required needle sticks and injections, which were understandably
uncomfortable for patients. These special procedures in our department
were a complex team effort, typically involving a nurse, one or two
technicians, a radiologist, and myself. Neurosurgical procedures often
required needle sticks and injections, which understandably caused
patients some discomfort. To minimize both apprehension and pain, my
priority was always the patient's comfort. I achieved this by
administering premedication, often including a 10 mgm intravenous
injection of Valium. We commonly performed arteriograms, myelograms,
and pneumoencephalograms, as well as the intricate procedure of
precisely placing electrodes in the cervical spinal cord to interrupt
pain pathways by cauterizing individual nerve fibers. Starr
began appearing at my office for lunch with my secretary sometime after
the Labor Day party, initially visiting just a few times a month. These
visits soon grew more frequent, establishing a regular pattern. Since
we never scheduled patient visits during the noon hour, and I was often
away in the operating room or seeing hospitalized patients, her
presence never interfered with our office activities.
Although
the lunchtime visits didn't interfere with the office routine, I
eventually realized Starr was seeking more than just conversation with
my secretary. Over time, she began hinting at an interest in my work
and activities outside the hospital. For this reason, I wasn't entirely
surprised when she appeared in my office one early evening. She found
me preparing slides for a presentation I was scheduled to give the
following day to colleagues at the local county medical society—plans I
had mentioned that afternoon while she was assisting me with a lumbar
myelogram. Starr
entered, still in her pale green hospital scrubs, and settled onto the
pull-out couch just a few feet from my desk. I was immersed in the task
of arranging a rotary carousel with 35-millimeter slides. As she sat,
she began to slip out of her oversized scrub top, peeling the garment
away from her shoulders. The slow movement drew my eye, and the top
came away to reveal a prominent, firm bosom contained by a
flesh-colored bra—a quick, visceral distraction that instantly derailed
my slide sorting. I
pushed back from the desk, the squeak of my chair a loud interruption
in the silence, and walked toward her. Before I could speak, she was on
her feet, her arms circling my waist with urgent, possessive strength.
I brought my hands to her shoulders, drawing her close until her body
met my own as she pressed her pelvis against my groin. The first kiss
was tentative and searching, a slow inquiry, but it quickly deepened, hungry
and immediate, dissolving all thought of the slides and the work
stacked behind me. We pulled apart, both breathing hard, the moment
charged with a sudden, reckless energy. I reached behind her, my
fingers finding the clasp of her bra. When I unfastened it, the faint snap
was audible. She quickly slipped the bra off. I cupped her firm, full
breasts in my hands. Her nipples were already stiff and peaked against
my fingers. Star
repeatedly thrust her pelvis against my pubic area arousing me as my
penis responded with increasing rigidity. I unzipped my fly and began
slipping out of my pants and removing my boxer shorts. At the same time
Starr dropped her own scrub pants and followed by removing her
flesh-colored panties. She undeniably had a very attractive body.
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